Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Heaven, Today
Where can I run from Your Spirit?
Where can I flea from Your Presence?
You are all around me – surrounding
You know all my ways
I can go nowhere
Eyes oh Eyes of the Lord
Running swiftly to and fro throughout the earth
Looking for a heart that is fully Yours
Pour grace upon this one
To walk with You in truth
The task at hand is more than I can bear
I look to You
The past tries to weigh down like a millstone
I look to You
The present has only light for the next step
Thy Word is a lamp unto my feet
Here is a light for my path
I look to You
Great and marvelous
Wonderful and fabulous
Spectacular and splendid
Breathtaking and brilliant
Magnificent and incredible
Grand and superb
You Are
You who hold the universe, even all of man
Everything upheld by the power of Your Word
How am I not more enthralled by You?
Why am I not thrust to the ground by the sheer weight of You?
Release revelation!
How do You hold seven stars in Your hand?
How do You walk among the seven lamp stands?
How do You live in me?
I want to be a man obsessed by the knowledge of You
Thank You for Your Spirit
Asking today for a greater measure
A baptism in the knowledge of You
Afresh
Afresh and anew, today and tomorrow
This morning and in the middle of the night
Again, and once more
Baptized in who You are
Immersed, deeper, into another measure
More now
Release Your Glory
Standing before Holiness
Believing that You hear these prayers
In faith, in the Throne Room
Contending for revival
The dreams of Your heart for this city
Your Word spoken – in our day
Come to pass
Disease can not stand
Want must make way
Nothing is impossible for You!
Stir up hunger for Your Name today
Standing, Believing, Crying out
Even for reverence for who You are
Break into hearts, into lives
Break in with life and hope
Will You display Your Power in our midst?
You, who surely will come?
Ready, hungry, earnestly desiring more
Stretch forth Your hand
Release healing
It keeps coming back to Your Glory
How do I miss it so quickly?
How do I keep making other things primary?
It is so much less complicated
It is so much easier than I have made it
Life, hours, days, it really is just about
Knowing You, looking to You, loving You
Then all else falls into place…
So many other things simply fall away
Being caught up
Enthralled, enraptured, even on earth
Even today, even at this very moment
Looking to the Lord, the Most High
Here is love, here is life
Here is direction, here is hope
In this One’s Presence
There is found the fullness of joy
Heaven is only Heaven because God is there
He is what makes Heaven so
Why then, could we not have Heaven here?
If it is about being in His Presence
If it is about turning to Your Word
If it is about letting our hearts be loved by God
Immortal, Divine, Omni, Merciful, Just, True!
Heaven, today
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Your Name is my Reward
Yes, the aching of my inner being
Oh Lord, let it be
I will praise you with my whole heart
My inner man sings and makes mention of You
Your lovingkindness and truth overshadow me
I lean on them like pillars
I cried out, and You answered me
You make me bold with strength in my soul
I am revived once again
When I wonder, is all hope lost?
Then You are there
How can You be ever faithful – even to unfaithful man?
Holiness adorns You
Beauty surrounds You
New life is in Your eyes
Would You look at me?
Holy One, who keeps covenant and mercy
Faithful for a thousand generations
Here we are
Here we are
Those who love You and keep Your commandments
Wanting to be with You
Wanting to gaze on this beauty
For this my eyes were created
How I long to simply gaze
One thing I ask of You, Lord
To just dwell in Your house
To stand in Your temple
To be set in the secret place
That I might forever gaze on the uncreated One
On the Most High, the Perfection of Beauty
You, the worthy One
Jesus,
You are holy, You are glorious, You are worthy of this
Where else can we go?
But You,
The only Rock who hears supplications
You are worthy of
You are deserving of
All this life can offer to You
Holy and Glorious One
Running towards You
Drawing near to You
Moving closer now…
Pour out grace to know You
All glory, honor, and power is Yours
I don’t want to go through the motions
I don’t want to know You from afar
Earnestly desiring history between us
My goal to have memory in our gaze
A knowing, and understanding, a close communion
Knowing even Your glances
Will You bring me to this place?
I ask, I seek, I knock… for You
Even now…
No longer trying to attain to You
No longer striving to reach sanctification
Letting go, trusting now
Yielding to Your faithfulness over my own
Believing You are faithful to complete it
Today I release my life to You
You are with me
An ever-present help in time of trouble
You are ever-present, ever-near
You never leave
You never forsake
Abandoning worry and fear
I choose to trust You
You are for me
The Darling of Heaven – He is with me
I am never alone
You are with me
You have to become my all
You have to be everything
The One who was, who is, who is to come
Riding on the clouds of Heaven
On whom is written, Faithful and True
Beautiful, all Glorious
Fully awesome
Men fall in Your Presence
Center of it all
Worthy lamb who sits upon the throne
All creation bows
And I,
I join the throng
And that has made all the difference
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Faithful glance
I want to be found steady
In the end of days, on the last march, at the hour of reckoning
Where can I give my life towards to this end?
Can I just sit and gaze?
Can I be faithful as You are faithful?
Will You just look at me that I might be changed in that gaze?
Eternity drives me
What prize do I wish to attain?
Where to give my time and affection?
How can I be found faithful?
The answer is in the cry
The answer on my lips already
Before I ask it, I know
How can I simply live in the place of prayer?
Will You orient my life that I might give myself to this life?
I don’t want to leave the Secret Place
I don’t want to lose the gaze
I don’t want to do “good things”
I want to live my hours, my days, my life before Your Eyes
Flaming eyes of fire – search and know this one
Passion arises. Strength and Resolve break forth.
Wash me with the water of Your Word
Again and again, like the sea breakers that cannot be stopped
There is no taming them
Like a hidden treasure, like buried gold and silver
Where You are, that’s where I want to be
Have You not placed me in this school of love?
Just let me pray
Just let me contend
Just set me on the wall
Just give me the charge
My ears strain for the call
Let faith and wonder arise
Here is the safe place, even when life collapses, here is where I go
The alter of the Most High
How is it there is always more?
How is it You are always more?
Would You grant such grace to Your servant to go to the deep places?
Jesus, living flame of Love!
It is still in the first glance
It is still in the gaze, a shared memory
It is still in the Word, enrapturing
How can this soul not return equal obsession?
I remember the dance
I remember the passion
I remember being utterly lost – caught in the throes
How is Your love towards us this way?
How is it we read Your Word and are reduced to mush?
I’ve never known a love like this
I’ve never been so lost in it all
Again and again, batter this heart
Posses, breathe, shine, and seek to mend
Your force to break, blow, burn, and make new
Grant what You desire for Your own
If life, if death, if much, if little, if many, if none
Do what You want to do, do whatever it takes
Just come
Monday, May 4, 2009
I waited patiently for the Lord...
Your Power can heal, deliver, and set your people free
Now is the time for faith upon the earth
Now is the season of signs in the Heavens and wonders on the earth
My preaching is not with wise or persuasive words
But by a demonstration of the power of God
Here I am asking!
Here I stand, believing!
Your Glory oh Lord is my reward
Will You usher me into this place?
Worthy is the Lamb
Supernatural power working through Your servants
Through Your ones, to bring more to Yourself
Declaring that You are worth it
Now, let the prophetic break forth
Now, let faith arise
And with it, power to heal, power to deliver, power to set people free
Bind up the brokenhearted and bandage these wounds.
Oh God, now is the time, it was always available, it was always there…
Awaken us to who You are, Jesus, and what You are doing
That we may live in the reality of who You are on this earth
That we may live in the power of the Holy Spirit
Pour Your love on us
Bring us to the revelation of You, the faithful One
Know therefore that the Lord your God, He is God
The faithful God who keeps covenant and mercy for a thousand generations
With those who love Him and keep His commandments
Teach us, lead us, show us Your ways upon the earth
Grant the desires of hearts now God
Fulfill petitions and grant purposes
Set Your Seal upon our hearts
That we might know the width and depths
Of the divine love of God
Friday, May 1, 2009
The melody, the song, the call of my heart:
Coming before the Throne of Grace
Oh God, release the seal of Your fiery love
Set Your Seal upon my heart. All consuming One.
You who are fire, and You who are an all consuming flame.
Would You come now and burn in me?
Would You burn all away that is not of You.
I ask for You.
By the Power of the Holy Spirit
Would You set Your seal upon my heart and life?
Even now… Jesus.
I am asking for passion for Jesus
Fill my heart with Your Love, oh God
I want to love like You love
Come and fill my heart with Your love, Jesus
Set Your seal of fire on who I am
I want to be set on fire with love for You, Jesus.
I want to love like You Love.
I want it to be all about Love.
Come and fill my heart
Even now, more and more…
Set me before You again
I know it’s gonna be worth it all
Seal my heart with Love
Release the seal of fire upon who I am
The intimacy of the Holy Spirit
This is my chief desire, and this, my chief end
Won’t You come?
Here I stand, here I wait, and here I call out
I don’t wanna go anywhere else
I am standing here until You move me
I won’t go anywhere
You said we could ask for Your Love
Jesus, I want this
All consuming fire – come and burn in the deep places of my heart
Where else can I go, and what else could I do?
I want to be set on fire in love, for You Jesus
I believe You are worth it
You are worth my life, You are worth my time, You are worth my affection
Could I please just stay in this place?
Could I please never leave?
I don’t want to go
I don’t want to strive
I want to stand, serve, minister, and burn before You
Jesus, I just want to stand and gaze at Your beauty
I just want to be filled up in love with who You are
I want to know who You are
I want to know who You say we are
Worthy is the Lamb
Setting my heart in Your Presence again
Would You strengthen my heart in the Grace of God?
Abba, I come before You
That the love with which You love Your Son, would be put in my heart
I now ask for that love
The love with which You love, Jesus
You said, You would pour this love upon our hearts
So now, I ask to be filled with this Heavenly love
Supernatural love
Pour it on my heart
I want this love – that You have for Your Son, that You have for people
I am asking for this love
I want to be consumed
I want to be lost in love for You, Jesus
Fill us once again
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Sail oh heart
Could the dreams of even one so small come to pass?
Out of the billions of voices on the earth
Could this one’s be heard?
What do You ask of Your servant?
Will You help me come to that place?
Will You bring me to where You want me to be?
Will You make the way shine like the morning star?
Could the human heart yearn more?
Could desire be awakened on a grander scale?
Knowing I’m not alone
Trusting that You are good and faithful
Believing that You are who You say You are
Believing I am who You say I am
I know You have never left me
I know You have never forsaken me
Knowing that Your love carries Your own through
Like the wings of the wind, always there, impossible to pin down
More than the watchman waits for the morning
I wait for You
Over and over and over
Will You come?
The world offers me all it has again
Continually trying to wear me down
I know there is nothing lasting there
That is the key – lasting…
I have found the place of prayer to be the only place that brings life
Life breaks forth because we meet the author of life in that place
Why would I not want to know the author?
The very One who brought it all to pass?
I’m not trying so hard anymore
I don’t white knuckle life anymore
Father of Glory, You are the One who can bring Your plans about
I look to You again
Here is all that I can bring or give
Here is all that I could think or do
Grace, Lord, Grace
Thursday, April 2, 2009
This is who I am
I set my heart again today to live for eternity
I am a stranger here, a pilgrim here, and I’m living for another age
May You find faith and love in my heart
This is righteous and what pleases the Father
Believing God through His Son, Jesus
The blind see, the deaf hear
The lame walk, the mute talk
Father of Glory, Bridegroom who is all beautiful
I dance before You
All fear is gone as I get lost in Your Presence
Spinning, leaping, flying
Faith rises in who You are
There is nowhere else I want to be
This is who I am
Lover King, Sacrificial lamb
You died even for me
While You hung on the tree
You kept choosing to stay
Roman whips and a jeer-filled crowd
Nails in Your Hands, splinters in Your back
You chose to stay
You were the expression of love
Did ever such love and sorrow meet?
You were the example of what love is
You were the first One, always the first
Thinking on You, drawing near
I think my heart has exploded inside me
Jesus, I love You
Every time they hit You
Every time they beat the nails in deeper
Every time You breathed on the Cross
You died, but You chose to stay
And then You rose from the grave
Forever enthroned in Heaven
Awesome One, You are exalted, the King is exalted
Forever Your truth shall reign
And I give my life to You
You are my Lord, You are the Lord
Throughout the endless ages
Even exalted in every nation of the earth
You will be magnified
I turn my heart to You now
This is who I am
For You are the Lord
You smooth my soul
In this place, with no fear, no trepidation
I believe all things are possible
You have been enthroned upon High
Jesus the Name above all Names
The secret place, the prayer room, lost in this sea of worship
This is who I am
I don’t fit in other places as I fit in this place
This is who I am and this is what I do
I turn my heart again upwards to You
My face as well and my arms outstretched
Are my feet touching the ground?
I never want to leave
This is who I am
Enraptured, impassioned, caught up
Worship in harmony
Strengthened with might by Your Spirit
Fire burns me now, is this life?
To know the depth and height of the love of Jesus
May Your power break in
That this great love would be made known
There is no end to this love
This is the love I want to know
Oh divine, oh immortal, Jesus
I love You
Pour out Your Spirit oh God
Make known Your Son, Jesus
That we might know and comprehend the love of God
The height, the width, the depth of Your zeal for who we are
King of Kings, Lord of Lords
This is who I love
That I would stand for righteousness, for holiness
That I would live worthy before You
That I would speak Your Word
That my spirit would be given over to God
Divine might – deep within
This is who I am
Monday, March 30, 2009
Given over in Love
Asking for vision and for revelation
Asking for the Spirit of wisdom and revelation in the Knowledge of You
Asking for great purpose and great moment
Asking that You would set my feet like the feet of the deer and set me up on the heights
You are the great One who can overcome
You go before me
You are my rear guard
You know the plans You have for me – plans to prosper me and not to harm me, plans to give me a hope and future.
So release destiny now God
Where else can I go?
You have the Words of Life
I return again and again to who You are
Asking to know love as deep as is possible for a man on this earth
Come reign in my heart and my affections
I don’t want to miss that which You have for me
Let nothing keep Your Will in purpose and love from finding my life
Crash us together like waves upon the rock
Collide us like a shooting star that cannot be stopped
I lay it down before You again.
I call out Your Name and say,
Oh God, bring the dreams and the plans of your heart for Your servant.
I call out to You day and night.
I am desperate to know You and Your will for my life
I am desperate like a starving man searching for food and water
Oh God, where are You?
Where is my God and where is my Beloved?
You said, “Seek Me and you will find me when you seek Me with all of your heart.”
I look high and low
Early and late
Near and far
My heart searches for the Most High
You said, “When you seek Me, you will find me, I promise”
Father, I hold to Your Word and I believe it is even for this day and hour
Where is my God and where is my King?
Is this what a faint heart feels like?
A sense of desperation with the knowledge that if I do not find You, I will surely die
How can I seek You better?
I will go to that place
I am at the point of utter no-return
I fully believe that if I do not find You oh King, I will pass away like grass
Surely man is nothing before You, and yet you esteem the heart that is contrite
Have my heart then God
Have the deep places in it
Have the shallow too
I search my heart, and I look inside, I look for places that are not fully Yours
Where are they?
Purge them from me even if it takes fire
I desire You above all else, Jesus
I have looked at life and tried and seen there is nothing that compares to You
My heart is only content in the Secret Place
And yet it wants more, craving to give into this Divine dependence
I am compelled, I am obsessed, I am infatuated with who this God is
How can the angels cry “Holy” over and over and never tire?
What is it about You that compels them that they could do nothing else?
Will You take me to that place?
I have heard now of the Divine Wound
And I want it
Even in the night, I cry out to the Most High to strike His servant with such a grace
A revelation of the beauty of Jesus…
A vision of the Cross…
A marking of eternity…
A ruining to this world…
Wound Your servant now Oh God with who You are
Never before have I felt more like an alien and a pilgrim in this world
Like one passing through, with thoughts set on He who is above
I fill my mind on God
I am driven by eternity
I look at things that sparkle and shine
I also see the advertisements
They do not breed discontentment in my soul
My heart is set firmly like a wall
I am consumed with the Word
It burns inside me as I read – even as I meditate – a searing inside
Burn oh Word of God
I set my hope on the Return of this Great and Mighty King
How long?
I rest in You, oh God
Wait on God
Be Still and Know that I Am
Do not worry and do not be anxious of your future
The greater your vision of Him becomes, the greater your life vision
The greater your vision of Him becomes, the less your problems are
With God, all things are possible
All things are possible for he who believes – set your belief and hope on the Most High
He does not disappoint
He does not let down
He is always more.
He is the I am who is always greater than.
Here is God
You who are asking for vision… look to the Most High
He is the light, the way, the truth
No greater vision exists on the earth
Draw near – believe you can come closer than you have ever come before
Believe that He is good.
Believe that this great God that we serve - loves with a love that redefines our knowledge of the word…this story is bigger than we know
You have not yet experienced consuming fire-love
You do not yet know love that burns like a jealous flame
You have yet to be enraptured and caught up in the Love of God – like a Holy Passion
Do you want to understand more?
The answer is found in the Cross
The Cross was the greatest expression of love the world has or will ever know
The Passion of the Christ was more than even man can comprehend
It remains the definition of love
You pray to know and experience love as great as possible for a man
Very well, do not be surprised if the answer looks different than you would imagine
Loving God is the greatest experience of Love a human being can ever know
Perfect love, fullness of joy, a heart exhilarated, peace like battering waves, even true rest
Love is a Divine idea
Love is more than a sentiment; it is more than a warming of the heart
Love is the deepest emotion any creature can experience
Love is the most powerful force in the world
Love is truly unstoppable
This is why God is Love
This is why Love can conquer all
This is why Love is the greatest
Nothing can stand against Love, nothing
You seek Love, good.
You will find what you seek
You will reap what you sow
You will receive what you ask for.
There are some laws that always are in effect.
You will know love
This is Divine
You do not yet know how the Heart of God feels for His ones
Here is true Love
For God so loved the world, that He sent His One and only Son, so that whosoever should believe in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life. For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that through Him, they would be saved
We have just a little time here and now, while it is still called today, to seek the Most High
He is so much more concerned with the heart, than we have any idea
He wants our hearts
He wants our affections
He wants us to give over in Love to Him
Here is the great I Am
His Name is Jesus
Friday, March 27, 2009
Heart Offering
Overtake me once more
Overwhelm me with love
Holy Father
Oh God You said that You love us
I wanna get lost in that love
I don’t want to be anywhere else
I don’t want to do anything else
Hold my heart now
Draw me ever nearer to who You are
I want to be lost in You
I don’t want to come up for air
I don’t want to do all those other things
Awaken and batter my heart again
I want to know Love
I want to see Your eyes and hear Your voice
I want to draw near
Would You draw this one?
Can I be closer today?
Will You have all?
For You know my name
Creator-King, Incarnate-Love, You are
I lay it down again, just to be with You
Worthy is the lamb
Will You have all of my passions and affection?
Will You seal them in an alabaster jar that I might pour it out before You?
Even though my love is small, I give You every corner of my heart
Holy One, have my heart offering
I have no regrets before You
You are worthy, You are good
When You look at me, when I feel Your gaze, love fills me again
Here is life – love over and again
Here I am before You
Believing You call me beloved
Rend this heart to You as a life offering
Friday, February 27, 2009
Here is life, it’s all about love.
“Fear not, for I Am with you.
Be not dismayed, for I Am your God.
I will strengthen you; yes I will help you.
I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.”
This is truth and this is reality. You have no reason to fear or walk in the spirit of timidity, for God is with you. He strengthens you, even renewing your strength, strengthening you out of Zion. He helps you. He will uphold you with His righteous right hand. He is God. He is your portion. He is your exceedingly great reward. Praise the Lord, save! Oh King, answer us when we call on You, when we call on You in truth.
Here is hope. Here is future. Here is stability. Here is life.
Now the harvest is white. As the country, yea the world, teeters on hopelessness and searches for answers. As savings disappear, and lives break under the weight of lost dreams and work that came to nothing, we look for answers.
Jesus – He is the only answer to the human spirit. He brings light where the path is dark. He brings hope where dreams are lost. He brings joy where all joy has been overtaken by despair. Here is the King. Here is the hope of the world. Here is the faithful One. Are you looking for a savior? Are you looking for answers to these questions of what to do in uncertain times?
Pray the prayer of faith – “Jesus, help me now. I need You in my life. If you are real, if you really are love and hope and joy and the way to go, come now into my life. Forgive me of any sin I have. I give my heart to You.”
He will come and meet you in your need, right where you are at. He is gracious and kind and slow to anger, He is abounding in love. He is not mostly mad or mostly sad or mostly disappointed in you. He is a loving King who longs to have a relationship with man. He has extended His hand, He has made a way to come to Him – His Name is Jesus. It’s all about love. It really is.
Here is where the great battle in the Heavenlies is being played out… for the human heart, and for the affections and allegiance of the hearts of men. Whom will you serve? To what will give your life? We will all of us pour out our lives and strength towards some end. The question is what will that be for you?
Eternity really is set before you. The immortality of the soul is the reality of our lives. We’re only on this earth for 70 or 80 years, and then we step into life – forevermore, with God or without. Choose this day whom you will serve. Will you choose Jesus? He who is life? Choose life. He will bring life, love, peace and purpose into your life. He is the only way, He is the only truth, He is the only life. It’s all about love, all of it.
For God so loved the world that He gave His Son Jesus into the world to make a way for men to be saved – to make a way for us to come to God. It is a very easy thing. Just believe. Just trust. We are saved then not by any works we may do, but by faith – just believing in our hearts that Jesus is the Son of God and confessing with our mouths, “Jesus, I believe.”
This is life. This is love. This is hope. This is peace. Are you searching for answers? Are you looking and looking for the way you should go? Believe in Jesus and He will be as a light to your feet and as a lamp to your path – showing you the way you should go.
It’s all about love. It’s not about anything else. It’s about just letting go and letting God love you as He would. You see, at just the right time, while we were still powerless, Christ died for us – the ungodly. Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, but for a good man, someone might possibly dare to die. But Jesus demonstrated His love for us in this, while we were still sinners, He died for us, to pay for our sin, and to make a way for us to be with Him.
He does love you now, but He will only manifest that love with life, joy, peace, hope, even fun, when we believe in our hearts and confess with our mouths that Jesus, is the Christ, and Lord of our lives.
Try me in this. Test even now, my words and see if they are true. Do you have anything to lose? You have everything to gain, if only I am telling the truth. Do you want to know what it’s like to come home and to be completely at peace? Do you want to know what life is like when your heart is sure and you have hope and joy? Have you ever longed to know, just for a second, what it is like, to be fully loved with no shame and no condition? Have you ever been overwhelmed by love?
Here is life.
This is what it is like to face each morning of each day with purpose, with vision, with the feeling of God’s hand on your life. It’s all about love.
Jesus is waiting, standing at the door of your heart, knocking and saying, “If you will only let me in, and give your life to Me, I will do such a work in your life you would not have believed if someone tried to tell you.” It will be better than you think, greater than you know, this overtaking love.
He is the creator of the world and also the maker of you. Do you know the way He loves you? Do you know the way He longs to come into your life and bring order and life and joy and hope and peace?
He can bring stability where there is chaos.
He can bring peace where there is only storm.
He can bring love even to the most dejected and jaded.
He is love.
He heals the brokenhearted and binds up our wounds.
He can tell your shattered heart to beat again, beat once more oh broken heart!
He can bring love to a marriage that has given way to necessity instead of intimacy.
He can do all things, even that which we think is impossible.
Will you let Him love you?
Will you just take that chance?
You have the world to gain; you have only love to find.
He can make your heart alive once more.
Just let Him love you.
Here is life, it’s all about love.
Friday, February 20, 2009
Overwhelmed… overtaken by love
Could a man be more overwhelmed by love?
Could a heart be more wooed?
I searched for security, stability, validity in the realms of organization
I looked so many places for value and for reassurance
But You, Jesus, my Lord
In Your mercy, You kept calling me back
You have kept drawing near to me, and in Your Grace, loved me
I tried to imagine where I would be without You, my God
I wonder what my heart would look like
You have brought light and hope
How can Your Love really be this good?
How can a heart overflow again and again?
How can it keep getting better?
What is this Divine Love?
You overwhelm me
You overtake me
You surround me on every side
You bring me through as the Israelites walked on dry ground through the Red Sea
What is this Divine love You have for us?
I thought I knew You
I thought I had some concept of Your love for people
But You…
You are always more
You are always greater
There is always enough, even now, there is more than enough!
I asked to know Love as much as is possible for a man to know
I prayed and brought my supplication before the Lord
I said, “Oh God, I want to give and receive as much Love as is possible for a man in this life, and to that end I will give my heart and strength.”
And then You…
You brought me into the school of love
Tenderizing the deep places of my soul
All my walls fall down
I do not reel back from You
My trust is in Your Word, and I give myself again to know it
Your law is perfect, converting my soul
Your testimony is sure, making me wise
Your statutes are right, rejoicing my heart
Your commandment is pure, enlightening my eyes
I am overwhelmed again by Divine Love
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
A thanksgiving to the Lord for His great works of deliverance – Psalm 107
Oh, that men would give thanks to the Lord for His goodness
And for His wonderful works to the children of men!
Then I cried to the Lord in my trouble, and He saved me out of my distresses.
I cried out to the Lord in my trouble, and He delivered me out of my trials.
I was at my wits’ end, and He led me forth by the right way
That I might go to a city for a dwelling place.
For He satisfies the longing soul, and fills the hungry soul with goodness
He brought me out of darkness and the shadow of death.
And broke my chains in many pieces
He broke the gates of bronze that held me
And cut the bars of iron in two
He sent His word and healed me
And delivered me from my destructions
I will sacrifice the sacrifices of thanksgiving
And declare His works with rejoicing!
He calms my storms, and all my waves are still
Then I am glad because He has quieted my soul
He has guided me to my desired haven.
I will exalt Him also in the assembly of the people
And praise Him in the company of the elders.
He turns my wilderness into pools of water
And dry land into water springs
There He makes the hungry dwell
That they may establish a city for a dwelling place
And sow fields and plant vineyards
That they may yield a fruitful harvest
He also blesses me, and I greatly multiply, and He has not let me decrease
May I be wise and observe these things, and understand the lovingkindness of the Lord.
Oh, that men would give thanks to the Lord for His goodness
And for His wonderful works to the children of men!
Friday, February 13, 2009
The Glory of the Saints
This is what we come here for
This is what you made us for
To partner with you
Here we are, here we are!
Here I am, Oh my God!
Would you come?
I want nothing else
Give me Yourself!
Put me wherever You are
I don’t want to go after all those other things
I don’t want to be lost trying and striving
I want You! Let Your Word run with Power!
Even now
This is my glory
Inflict Yourself upon my heart
Win over my heart; do not let it go its own way
Brand with fire, brand with passion, brand with love
Could I go higher?
Could I go deeper?
Further up and farther in.
I don’t want anything else.
This is why I’m here
Come God! Come Father!
This is why You made me, here I am!
Overwhelm and overtake me
Am I not burning for You?
Does not my heart awaken in the night and long for You?
Do You not wake me early in the morning and call me to pray and intercede?
Am I not compelled to do so?
My history is in You, my future is wrapped up in hope in You.
I have given myself no other options
So come burn! Come brand! Come sear my heart with fire!
From the inside out
I feel it even now…
My muscles quiver and my jaw shakes
My eyes look to the horizon and long for You
I wait for You as in a dry and dusty land
Father of Glory and of Power
Creator of light and author of intercession
Give the Spirit of Revelation in the knowledge of who You are
Quicken my spirit even now
Pour out the Spirit of Glory
Pour out who You are
Let the nations shake, let the wind of Your Word go forth, suddenly.
Bring to completion wholeness, fullness, all that You are
Light! Power! Strength! The Kingdom of God! Send Your Spirit!
Let it come. Let there be light!
Like a mighty rushing wind, like flaming tongues of fire.
Release the Spirit of Revelation on Your Church
Release Your Word in our hearts and on our lips
Here we are a kingdom of priests
Partakers of this Heavenly calling
Grafted into something greater than we are
Break in with who You are
A cry for the power of God!
Release Revival
Release the Majesty of God
Release the revelation of intercession
Light from Heaven
Light break in on our souls and on our minds,
Awaken us to the things of God
Do what’s in Your Heart!
I want nothing else
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Even Now
Come like you promised?
Pour out Your Spirit on all flesh!
Father of Glory, come even now.
Come and fill.
Come and restore.
Come and redeem.
Come and bring to completion the good works You have begun.
Oh God!
We need You now more than ever.
Where else can we go?
To who else can we call?
There is no other.
It is You and You alone.
Let it rain now God.
Would You really open the floodgates of Heaven?
Would You really pour out all that You are on us?
How much can we have?
How far can we go?
Where are You Oh God?
Would You come now like a rushing river?
Would You pour out Your Spirit on all flesh?
Let us see You for who You really are.
You are savior, You healer, You are deliverer, You are God.
What a friend we have in Jesus.
What a privilege to carry everything to God in prayer.
I know You are with me
What joy is mine to speak with You in the secret place?
Who am I to be granted such grace as this?
Will You have my heart fully?
Will you render all to Yourself?
How can I give of myself more?
I would do some great achievement for You
I would go on some grand quest to prove my love and gratitude for what You have done
But You… You only require that I give You my heart.
Here is the great battle.
To believe God through His Son, Jesus
Here is righteousness, here is justice… here is life!
Have my affections.
Have my hopes and dreams.
Have my time and talent.
Have my love.
Friday, December 19, 2008
Fresh Hope
The hand of the Lord outstretched for us even now.
His protection and hedge all around
He gives us fresh hope – by giving a right understanding and revelation of “The Wilderness”
It is a consecrated and Holy time
This is a season Holy unto the Lord
Because this is where, this is how; this is the path of drawing
This is the place of crushing – but it is sweet
This is the place of answered prayers – a Yes from the Lord
The longer, the harder, the deeper, the more intense – so will be the outcome
Sowing into the Wilderness only reaps Heavenly rewards
This is the time when we stay
We accept, we embrace, we rejoice because the Lord is worth it
We fall on the rock. And the rock is love, the rock is Holy, the rock is Good
This is how we come into the deep places of the Heart of God
Jesus set the example
Life was never going to be lived without pain
Our example is the Cross, have we forgotten?
So here, now, in the Wilderness – it is good
Can you feel the heartbeat of the Father?
Can you sense Him all around you?
Can you see Him working?
Trust. Let go. Let go. Let go of it all.
Holy encounters
As fire falls down from Heaven
Letting go of everything the world says we should pursue
Letting go of everyone I have ever tried to please
Letting go of my own self and of directing my own life
Father,
Here it is. What do You want?
What is it that You desire?
Find here, in me a willing servant, find in me a willing heart, find in me one who will give it up and who will choose You
Father here, have my heart. Father, here, have my spirit and my soul and my will.
I feel the weight of the Holy Spirit.
Direct my path. Guide my steps. I awaken to You now. You’re beautiful.
Colors of the dawn, openness of the sky, depths of the sea and distances of the wide expanses of the earth
Am I not amazed when I consider Your works?
Am I not perplexed when I try to comprehend who You are?
Take me deeper. Take me higher. More, always more…
You went to the Cross, could I hold back my life?
What is the appropriate response –
Is it not love?
Is it not a life that is lived with the knowledge of love?
Is it not letting You love us as You would?
Is it not letting Your delight in us and Your words for us come and overwhelm?
You’re beautiful.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Waiting
In the waiting
This is the only time we get to demonstrate our love for Him
In the waiting
Do we know the way it moves Him?
When we’re weary from the journey
When we still keep coming after Him
Day after day after day
When we come before Him
When we have no elegant words to say
When all we can do is pray
It is Ok to come to Him in weakness
God, could it be that in this place
This is right where You want us to be
Do You wait for all of our strength to go away?
Do You wait till it falls completely away?
You wait until we come to this place
You wait and You say
“Now I have you right where I want you - in utter dependence on Me”
Now life begins
Now life begins because then we are with You and You alone
I will press on
I shall yet Praise You
This is the place where I want to be.
This is where I am no longer looking to my own strength
This is not the place of failure, that I had done something wrong
I shall yet press on
I shall yet praise You
Blessed are the poor in spirit
Blessed are those who mourn
Happy are those who hide in the Secret Place
If we want to find Your Kingdom – this is the way
Waiting here, hidden in You
Just as the deer pants for the water
So pants my soul for You oh God
This is the path You have chosen
I will keep pressing on
“To walk in the cool of the day with You
To gaze on the beauty of all You do
To meditate on Your Glorious Splendour
I was made for You”